Book 1: Monilinia

A wolf cannot live among sheep. Eventually, the herd would smell the rotten carcasses of their brethren. 

Loukas  had always known he was tainted. Since childhood, he had an abhorrent  longing—to tear away others’ living exteriors to see if they were as  putrid as he was. Feast on their flesh and bone to satiate his undying  hunger. His only hope for salvation was to quell his sickness, hide his  shame, and fulfill his duty as the eldest son of the Asbjorn family. To  live as a normal human being, keep his head down, and finally gain their  pride. 

That  was until he met the new university repairman during his shift at the  library. Loukas should have found the beast-kin, with his lecherous and  crude mouth, detestable. He had been taught to avoid the impure and pray  for them from afar. But the carefree attitude and kind words from an  older man gave Loukas a bit of decency from another soul, a taste of the  impurity he’d fought so hard never to revisit yet longed for.  

Time  with Hide brings Loukas to the precipice of undoing all his years of  devotion and contrition to his family and church. No amount of praying  would absolve his growing fascination for the filthy animal whose sweet  words fester in a cesspool of his deepest desires. 

Leaving  Hide alone only worsens the hollowness inside Loukas, fracturing his  facade of timidness. All of Loukas’ efforts to suppress his perversions  will be in vain if the rot within consumes him. The solitude he’s always  known is his only option to save him and keep his hunger at bay. But it  may be too late if Hide is just as rotten.

This  is the first book dark gay romance series. This series has a HEA but  this book ends on a To Be Continued ending so keep that in mind. It  dives into several uncomfortable topics and themes . Please read the  warnings and take care.

 This is  a dark gay romance series. It dives into several uncomfortable topics and themes regarding trauma, abuse and obsession.

• graphic sex
• Gore
• Murder
• Mutilation
• Bullying
• Age gap relationship (10+)
• drug and alcohol use
• Unhealthy power dynamics
• Depictions and ideations of self harm
• Dubcon 
• Stalking
• Tentacles
• Implied parental abuse
• Brief mention/implication of animal death in the past
• Sexual sadism/ Sexual gratification from murder/ Sexual sadistic fantasies
• Jealously
• implied religious trauma

 A 50k word Horror Romance Book. To be continued ending

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Loukas Asbjorn had made a mistake.

That was not something new to  the young man. Under different circumstances, it was just any other day  in his life. But this mistake had driven away the first friend he’d ever  made. Despite his regret and desire to make amends, he knew deep down  that Hide, the older, yet playful beast-kin, would never want to be near  something like him ever again.

It had been a month since the  incident that left Hide with wounds that just wouldn’t heal, and Loukas  had to go back to his role of a decent son to his prestigious and  wealthy family by suppressing his depravity. But his deviant taste for  the innards of men—especially his little goat—was still ever-present and  only getting worse. All seemed lost until a man who he had only met  once at a party, Xander, took his hand and offered him a second chance  to finally be wanted in another person's life. Someone else loved what  he was and blood he spilled.

The more Loukas’ disgust in his  actions diminished, the more his new companion unnerved him. Xander’s  ravishing gaze. His undeniable scent. His lust for Loukas’ true form.  What had been locked away slithered out from a simple touch or gaze into  the man’s emerald eyes. The same ones that Hide had been saved by and  vowed to never fall for again.

That was why Hide had never seemed  to care much about asinine things such as relationships or romance,  making his break from Loukas as clean as possible. It would have been  hypocritical, given his current situation with his long-time friend that  wouldn’t become anything more than that. But in a moment of weakness,  Hide realized why he was better off alone, or at least telling himself  that was why he had always ended up that way.

Yet, the soft  spoken boy who Hide had pushed away remained just as devoted when given  the cold shoulder. Against his better judgment, the beast-kin couldn't  help but be fascinated by Loukas’ incessant crush. He was loved for the  first time in his life and couldn’t refuse the ever-growing obsession.

As  Loukas gradually falls under the spell of another, Hide must decide  whether to harden his heart as he’s always had or allow himself to be  taken by Loukas. Knowing what the young man is capable of, Hide’s only  fear isn’t that Loukas may actually eat him, but that he’d gladly let  him.

This is a very dark gay romance series that dives into  several uncomfortable topics and themes. Please read the warnings and  take care.

graphic sex, gore, mutilation, dubious consent, non consent(not between the main couple), unhealthy power dynamics, depictions and ideations of self harm, Necrophilia, gaslighting, Torture, Implied incest. Intended for only mature readers.

59K word novel, ends on a Happy for Now.

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A prince of maggots was born.

Loukas Asbjorn should have been satisfied with his lot in life. He just needed to take the next step in making things official with the love of his life. Hide has not yet fully reciprocated his undying love, but that was acceptable. He was patient and excited for the day when that 'maybe' would become a yes. That was until his family called, and his whole world came crashing down. He had to leave the life he had built to take over his family's business, despite their hate of him. When all seemed hopeless, his only friend, with the same taboo interest,  Xander, decided to help the young man with promises of the life he had always wanted. But that demon has his own agenda, and with a cost that grew steeper with every second Loukas stayed with him. Loukas now has to choose between redeeming the Asbjorn legacy or becoming the monster his family feared he was.

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It had been a year since Loukas had confessed his feelings and his desire to eat and kill the little beast-kin, Hide. Although the beast-kin accepted the young man, there was still this ever-present distance between them. An intentional distance that Hide didn't wish to cross. He had already given up on his long-time crush, Makhi, who didn't feel the same. Does he even want him as a romantic partner, or was he just so lonely that he just enjoyed the man's obsession with him? Now he has to make a choice as he watches the monster from his past sink its claws into the younger man.  He couldn't keep running away from his past, who he was and what he wanted. But would he be too late when he finally made his choice?

This is the finale book in a very dark gay romance series that dives into several uncomfortable topics and themes. Please read the warnings and take care.

graphic sex

 gore

mutilation

dubious consent

non consent(not between the main couple)

unhealthy power dynamics

depictions and ideations of self harm

Necrophilia

Homophobia

Transphobia

General Bigotry

gaslighting

Torture

Incest

Child Abuse

Child sexual abuse

Stalking

References to suicide

Intended for only mature readers.

110K word novel, ends on a Happily Ever After

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