Book 1: Monilinia
Blurb
A wolf cannot live among sheep. Eventually, the herd would smell the rotten carcasses of their brethren.
Loukas had always known he was tainted. Since childhood, he had an abhorrent longing—to tear away others’ living exteriors to see if they were as putrid as he was. Feast on their flesh and bone to satiate his undying hunger. His only hope for salvation was to quell his sickness, hide his shame, and fulfill his duty as the eldest son of the Asbjorn family. To live as a normal human being, keep his head down, and finally gain their pride.
That was until he met the new university repairman during his shift at the library. Loukas should have found the beast-kin, with his lecherous and crude mouth, detestable. He had been taught to avoid the impure and pray for them from afar. But the carefree attitude and kind words from an older man gave Loukas a bit of decency from another soul, a taste of the impurity he’d fought so hard never to revisit yet longed for.
Time with Hide brings Loukas to the precipice of undoing all his years of devotion and contrition to his family and church. No amount of praying would absolve his growing fascination for the filthy animal whose sweet words fester in a cesspool of his deepest desires.
Leaving Hide alone only worsens the hollowness inside Loukas, fracturing his facade of timidness. All of Loukas’ efforts to suppress his perversions will be in vain if the rot within consumes him. The solitude he’s always known is his only option to save him and keep his hunger at bay. But it may be too late if Hide is just as rotten.
This is the first book dark gay romance series. This series has a HEA but this book ends on a To Be Continued ending so keep that in mind. It dives into several uncomfortable topics and themes . Please read the warnings and take care.
Warnings
This is a dark gay romance series. It dives into several uncomfortable topics and themes regarding trauma, abuse and obsession.
- graphic sex
- Gore
- Murder
- Mutilation
- Bullying
- Age gap relationship (10+)
- drug and alcohol use
- Unhealthy power dynamics
- Depictions and ideations of self harm
- Dubcon
- Stalking
- Tentacles
- Implied parental abuse
- Brief mention/implication of animal death in the past
- Sexual sadism/ Sexual gratification from murder/ Sexual sadistic fantasies
- Jealously
- implied religious trauma
Info
A 50k word Horror Romance Book. To be continued ending
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Book 2: Listeriosis
Blurb
Loukas Asbjorn had made a mistake.
That was not something new to the young man. Under different circumstances, it was just any other day in his life. But this mistake had driven away the first friend he’d ever made. Despite his regret and desire to make amends, he knew deep down that Hide, the older, yet playful beast-kin, would never want to be near something like him ever again.
It had been a month since the incident that left Hide with wounds that just wouldn’t heal, and Loukas had to go back to his role of a decent son to his prestigious and wealthy family by suppressing his depravity. But his deviant taste for the innards of men—especially his little goat—was still ever-present and only getting worse. All seemed lost until a man who he had only met once at a party, Xander, took his hand and offered him a second chance to finally be wanted in another person's life. Someone else loved what he was and blood he spilled.
The more Loukas’ disgust in his actions diminished, the more his new companion unnerved him. Xander’s ravishing gaze. His undeniable scent. His lust for Loukas’ true form. What had been locked away slithered out from a simple touch or gaze into the man’s emerald eyes. The same ones that Hide had been saved by and vowed to never fall for again.
That was why Hide had never seemed to care much about asinine things such as relationships or romance, making his break from Loukas as clean as possible. It would have been hypocritical, given his current situation with his long-time friend that wouldn’t become anything more than that. But in a moment of weakness, Hide realized why he was better off alone, or at least telling himself that was why he had always ended up that way.
Yet, the soft spoken boy who Hide had pushed away remained just as devoted when given the cold shoulder. Against his better judgment, the beast-kin couldn't help but be fascinated by Loukas’ incessant crush. He was loved for the first time in his life and couldn’t refuse the ever-growing obsession.
As Loukas gradually falls under the spell of another, Hide must decide whether to harden his heart as he’s always had or allow himself to be taken by Loukas. Knowing what the young man is capable of, Hide’s only fear isn’t that Loukas may actually eat him, but that he’d gladly let him.
This is a very dark gay romance series that dives into several uncomfortable topics and themes. Please read the warnings and take care.
Warnings
graphic sex, gore, mutilation, dubious consent, non consent(not between the main couple), unhealthy power dynamics, depictions and ideations of self harm, Necrophilia, gaslighting, Torture, Implied incest. Intended for only mature readers.
Info
59K word novel, ends on a Happy for Now.